Current Residence: New York Favourite genre of music: Hip-Hop Favourite photographer: Robert Mapplethorpe Favourite style of art: Figure studies and CG art MP3 player of choice: Ipod Shell of choice: Hermit carb shell :D Skin of choice: My own Favourite cartoon character: Cosmo Personal Quote: "Wherever you go, there you are" ~ Unknown
You know what sucks? I let a girl take me away from my art. It hurts.. It hurts to know that I allowed her to do that. She took away my reason for living and I felt worthless. But It's also amazing to find that I was able to get my reason for living back from a woman. A beautiful woman. She.. Makes me feel normal yet so unique. Like I don't need to strive for perfection. I don't need to starve myself to look amazing because I already look fantastic. I can be myself. I can find myself. I need to search for myself.. And I think she can help me.
She's happy to have her drums and her guitar and not be able to play either one very well.. But she
Finding my new myspace background is going to be a fucking huge ordeal right now. I am focusing my life around it right now. I want something romantic yet sexual. Something people will look at and fucking love. That's why I'm looking through Deviant art. Because those are fucking artists and I believe that I can find something from one of them because they put their fucking souls into their work. I WILL GIVE THEM CREDIT THOUGH!! So it's not like I'm being all "Hahaha! Mine! *yoink*". So we're all good. But yea.. I've been thinking of something gentle and soft with soft colors or just back and white. Something with a woman as the main focus. I
Hey, first journal entry.
I most likely will not be using this journal too much because I have a livejournal. Anyone want to read it, it's the same username as my deviantart one.
Anyway, I haven't put much on my thingy cause I don't have a tablet and I haven't been drawing too much lately.. And it takes me a million years to finish one drawing... And even when it's finished, it's incomplete.
So yea... Not working or going to school at the moment.. But am actively searching for both. So at the moment I am just a couch potato... A very tan one >.>
That is all for this entry because I must rush to the bano cause I have to pee really bad and